I've come to realize that I am totally spoiling him and frankly, I don't care. I can't get enough of hugs and kisses and snuggles. And I know sometimes I need a break but I love that he smiles when he sees my face and will gladly let me kiss him a million times if I want. He is just the sweetest baby ever!!!
I recently heard the saying "You will never know your parents' love until you have a child of your own". I have always known my parents loved me but it hasn't been until I have had Jake that I can even imagine the amount of love they have for me... because the love I have for my son is beyond anything I can explain. It is such a different love than anything I have experienced and I am so grateful to have this opportunity.Another thing no one ever told me about parenthood is the guilt you feel when your child is hurt or crying or upset. I want to be able to fix it, even if I'm the one who made him feel that way. I feel like I should be able to fix it and because we are human and make mistakes, sometimes you can't fix it or make it better right away. This really is the toughest job in the world and I thank my lucky stars every day that my wonderful husband works hard to allow me to be home with Lil man every day, helping him grow and learn new things. Such a great gift that I would NEVER trade for anything in the world.
And with that, a smiling baby in my lap, we are off to play. Have a good one!
What a great post! Nobody ever prepares you for motherhood, huh? You just have to experience it for yourself. My favorite part of the day is hearing Tyler say, "I love you Mommy". It's the greatest!
ReplyDeleteAdrie, you are so right about not knowing how much you are loved by your parents until you feel that love yourself. It is a great feeling to know that you can love someone that much. He is such a cutie, I can see why you want to kiss and hug him so much!
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Wow!!! You are just so amazing!!! You are such an awesome mother! I cant believe i get to be his auntie and ur sister!! I cant even express how much i love u and jake and james too!! haha I love u tons and can not wait till spring break!!
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It's amazing to hear my baby girl speak of her baby boy with so many of the same feelings I feel about you. I am so proud to call you my daughter, and am so blessed to have had the opportunity to watch you grow into such an incredible woman and mother. You make me smile with admiration daily. I love you and your precious family so much. xo
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